I miss you. I miss everything about you. I miss the color of your belly and how empty you were inside. I miss the sound you made as you drifted back and forth. I miss the way you made me feel. I wanted to explore with you and find every hidden gem you had to show me. I was a queen when I was with you. I was happy and free and adventurous and open and relaxed. I remember how the breeze felt on my face and how even the most amazing, big things didn’t knock me down. everything was so even. everything was so relaxed and new and fun with you. the smells and the colors and the tastes that should’ve sent me reeling just made me sit back, take a deep breath … and enjoy. you showed me everything and nothing at all. you have no idea what you did to me, do you? I will be back. and I will find you. and maybe we can go on an adventure together. and then … then I shall tell you all about how you changed my life.